is it coming from within?

I am so excited! Fall is so wonderful so far! The crisp air, the changing colors of the leaves, the cloudy, gray sky... my favorite! I love autumn so much... It's such a magical time of year. It makes me feel more connected to my spirituality, to the earth, and what it means to be a witch.

friends...

Lately I've been re-evaluating my friendship to certain people and wonder what I really gain from being connected to said people. For instance there is a person I love so deeply, deeper than I should however they aren't aware of this love nor should they be. But this presents a problem for me. The "friend". I can't go through life loving someone in shadows. That's empty on my part. I get nothing out of it. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't put so much effort into my friendship with this person but since that's the case I am in a bind... on the other hand...

I have an amazing friend! I love her with all my heart Alli! :) We met last year and are like two peas in a pod! We both love so many of the same things! She is always there for me when I'm down or when I just need to rant! Which I do quite a bit! I wouldn't know what to do without her! I hope we can be wonderful friends forever!! I sound so cheesy right now but emotions often are. I love you girl! :) Thank you for being a friend!